stiLL fighting...

I can't stand to fly. I'm not that naive. I'm just out to find the better part of me.

sLeepLess...
nde nnmn nkatuLog ng maayOs at hanggang ngaun nde p ren...
dhiL b s kapeng mainit n my maraming asukaL na ininOm kO bgO mag-exam knina s stat?

at dhiL akOi puyat, nsa mOoD nnmn aq pra gmwa ng isang entry n inaasahan kOng may kabuLuhan...

sa pag-iisip ng maraming bagay, may nareaLize nnmn aq...at xmpre my mga tanOng na hinahanap ang kasagutan...na sa tingin kO unti-unti rng magpaparamdam sken c answer...

ibang taO -> tao100
iba pang taO -> tao101

naisip kO lng n bakit ganun ung taO100, kahit maLi cLa, they keep on searching s maLi ng taO101...
para ba masabi nLang nde lang cLa ang maLi, pra maprOve n nde cLa nagkamaLi...
or pra lng mapiLitan ang tao101 n tanggapin ung pagkakamaLi niya khit ang tao100 ay nde nLng...
o kaya para ipamuka sa tao100 n xa lng ung maLi o kaya naman para itagO ung sriLi niLang pagkakamaLi...

minsan naman, ung tao101 sa sObrang naiisip niya ung pagkakamaLi niya...
sO pra s kanya lahat ng ginagawa niya maLi...
to the pOint n nde n xa gmgwa ng actiOns tO make things right...
or kagagawa ng actiOns, lalong maLi ung kinaLaLabasan...
he tends to pity himseLf...
or he chooses tO shut up kc waLa nmn xang pinagLaLaban...

sO lagi nLng let it be?...

right nmn niya un eh...

nde kO aLAm kung san aq kabiLang...
minsan sa taO 100...
minsan sa taO 101...

xmpre taO aq prO ang pagiging taO ay nde excuse...
kc lgi nLng un ung cnsbi ng karamihan...
'tao kc akO, nagkakamaLi'...
tOtOo naman prO kaya nga kyLangang labanan, khit mahirap...
fighting spirit...

hai, para namang mOraL being ung nagsusuLat...

mOraLity...
long discussiOn...

o weLL, im nOt a moraL being...

ang masasabi kO lng...

Wish that I could cry,fall upon my knees, find a way to lie about a home I'll never see... Even heroes have the right to bLeed... but it's nOt easy to be me... - superman, five for fighting

sa isang sampLe exam nmn s stat...
my nakasuLat and i reaLLy like it...
biruin mO un, may nagawa ring mabuti...
pampaLubag-loob sa isinusumpa kOng exam...
maybe sOmeday i'LL love it...
and i need tO...
badLy needed...

it gOes like this...

The things yOu learn in maturity seLdOm invoLve informatiOn and skiLLs.

yOu learn to bear with the things yOu can't change.

yOu learn to avOid seLf-pity.

yOu learn not to burn up energy in anxiety.

yOu learn that mOst peopLe are neither fOr yOu nOr against yOu

but rather are thinking abOut themseLves.

yOu learn that no matter hOw much yOu try tO pLease,

sOme peopLe are never gOing to love yOu

- a nOtiOn that trOubLes at first but is eventuaLLy reLaxing.

We learn by accepting the obLigatiOns of life, by suffering, by taking risks,

by loving, by bearing life's indignities with dignity.

- John W. Gardner

ang ganda ng cnsbe prO xmpre nde ganun kadaLi...
my mga bagay n madaLi lng makuha...
prO xmpre dpat my paghihirap ren...
or pinaghihirapan rn para mas suLit...

kanina my bOnus questiOn kme s stat:::

are you living? or just existing? justify yOur answer...