waLa lng tOh...

naniniwaLa k b n ang masaktan ay isang chOice?

chOice mO rn kung dun ka sa bagay n makakasakit sau..
o nde..

prO kng mgkatuLad tau..
iba ang chOice..

sa masakit..

o sa mas masakit..

minsan kahit iwasan ang mga bagay na nakakasakit..
mas masakit pa ung nangyayari..
and it's a chOice..

nanahimik..
prO maingay ang kaLooban..
maraming tanOng..
maraming gustOng sbhin..
prO ayaw nang iLabas pa..
dahiL kaya sa takOt..

kyLan b dapat magsaLita?

kyLan b dapat magtanOng?

nde kO aLam..

nakakatakOt..

bkt kaya ganitO..
parang ewan..

tanga nga ba?
o nagtatanga-tangahan?

nagbubuLagbuLagan..

sa katOtOhanan..

bitag..
sa huLi..
may mahuhuLog..

panu kng aq n ang mahuLog?

nakakatakOt..

prO kng un ang itinakda..
bket nde..
kng un ang itinakda..

prO kng un ang dapat..
bket nde..
kng un ang dapat..

naman..
nde n nasanay..

masama n tOh..

nasasaktan..

wLa s ruLes..

ruLes..

wLa rn nyan..

sinasaktan ang sriLi..

nasasaktan?!..

cgurO nga..

sing sakit nyan..
oo yan nga..

why? why?

tapOs..

katahimikan..

tapos..

???

magsalita ka..
sumigaw ka..
magtanong ka..
magaLit ka..
mainis ka..

khit anO..

mas auz un..

...

para nde mxdOng heavy..
my jOke aq..

after 5 mins..
waLa akOng maisip..
next tym..

may chOice pa pLa..

kasiyahan..

kaLigayahan..

pwede dun nLng mna kO sa space..





fiLL it up..

ibig sbhin b nyan waLang mramdaman?..

nde..

maraming laman yan..

pag napunO..

soLve..

tpOs ang istOrya..

sbe ng aking friendLy friend...

One tip, though, never let a risk you are taking trample on your self-respect and the values you hold in your life. Most especially, think about the things you'll lose and the things you'll gain. It hurts the most when you finally get what you want and then realize that you have lost the very thing that you need. Losing yourself in the process is definitely not worth any reward you could ever get (which reminds me of a quote, "what gain is it to a man who gains the whole world but loses his soul). Still, mistakes would surely be made along the way. Regrets are not far from sinking in. However, what is important is that in every fall, we do not forget to pick the lesson. Forgive yourself. It's an essential step in continuing the journey. For, I think, it is only when we have felt, endured and survived the most painful of pains that we will be able to recognize the things that would make us find and value the things and people that&who would make us feel that we are the happiest,and still the luckiest, person on Earth. Then can we finally say that we have actually LIVED. Finally, be grateful to God who granted us all these!

^-^

-ruth angeLie cruz-

tama taLaga eh..
asteeg nya nOh..
ahihi!

dOn't quit..
d p tapOs ang istOrya..
it's just a chapter..
a voLume from a thOusand voLumes..

sO..

dOn't quit..