my life is bOring nOw :c

yeah...that is sO true...
i can't enjoy...
i can't do the things im doing before...
i can't play basketball nor badminton...
i dropped my PE...
i always take a ride when going around UP...
i spend most of my money buying water and taking a cab...
i always get tired easily...
i can't breath when my heart's palpitating...
my throat is always dry...
i can't taLk fOr a long time...

why?

i have a thyrOid prObLem...
maybe hyperthyroidism...
nde p ren xur...

damn...

naaaLarma n rn aq...
pmpnta aq s dOctOr prO un p ren ung cnsbe...
they ask me to take medicines and vitamins...
i hOpe waLa nmng ibang infectiOn...
i feeL better nOw than in the past weeks...
but stiLL suffer frOm fatigue and some palpitations...

and i have another problem...

im attracted to someone...
buti nLng nde something, o kaya sOme animaL...
whatever!
it's really a probLem...
haha...
sbe k nga s isang friend...
ayokong ngkkcrush...
cOz i invest feeLings...
(my ngsbe pLa n2 sken tpOs ginaya kO lng...haha)
in the long run...
nagiging LOVE raw un...kadiri!!!
kOrni...
prO totoO...
and that's nOt a gOod thing fOr me...
nde dhiL sayang...
but 4 xur iL be hurt...
sO i need tO stOp...
and it's hard...
reaLLy hard...
lalo n pg nde p narerecOgnize ung feeLing...
o weLL, this wiLL pass...
mawawaLa rn tOh...
it happens...
aLways...

andrama kO taLaga!

o weLL...
sana makabawi p ren aq khit gnitO ang aking cOndtiOn...
i wish i cOuLd enjOy my life even withOut exerting much effOrt...
ung nde nkkpagOd...
ung nde LoVe...
haha!
kadiri!
adik!

e2 ang naduduLot ng pag gawa ng reaction paper s biO n waLa namang kOneksyOn s biO...

gets?